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Thursday, February 25, 2010

can't believe

I can't believe its been a year since my life was turned upside down. It was sudden, unexpected and horrifying. I would like to tell you all that things are back to normal or almost there, but normalcy will never be in my life again. But then again what is normal. I would love to tell you all what happened but that is just not right or fair to the others that are involved. But that I can tell you all is how I feel. I feel robbed of my Innocent. I feel robbed in so many ways. I don't know how to feel sometimes. Most of the times when I think about what happen I just want to cry. I don't understand why it happened. Then I feel guilty and wonder if I could have changed things. I know the world does not evolve around me but . . . something one person can make a difference.

I wish the people that are involved comfort in their lives.

6 comments:

monica said...

Best wishes for whatever is happening in your life. My prayers are with you! Good too hear from you again!

Emily and TJ said...

Don't feel guilty about any of it Michelle!!!

Heather said...

It is hard to believe its been a year. I hope you are doing well and cant wait for you guys to come visit, and YAY for blog update, now upload some pics of your kids, lol.

Joyce said...

Hello, Michelle. I found your blog when I did a search for Butler Bags, which Avon is selling right now (I'm still considering buying one). And after reading your post on your Butler Bag, I started reading the rest of your beautiful blog. You have a lovely family, and you've done great things with your blog, to show your family, and to be a support to other people who have twins. I've had a hard time doing much with my blog for awhile, but yours inspires me, and I want to thank you! I wish you well, and keep the faith! (We share the same faith, too, BTW--I was married in the SLC Temple 30 years ago, and now live in NH.)

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