I miss Sam

Have I mention that Sam is out to sea. I am so lonely!! It is so funny that I can be lonely and have two kids in the house with me. But I should add that I only feel lonely when they sleeping. Speaking of sleeping I can't seem to be able to sleep in my bed by myself. I hate going to sleep alone. I hate under ways. But you know what it makes me appreciate Sam more and love him more when he is home! I went on line tonight to look up "mom playgroups" and twin groups. I found a couple of them and emailed. I am really hoping to find some new friends here and get out of the house more, so that when Sam is gone I wont feel so lonely. Ok enough of me feeling sorry for myself.

In other news Gwen, Gilbert and I went to Santa today. They were so excited. While we were in line waiting for Santa all Gwen would do was talk about where Santa was, but once we got up there she would have nothing to do with him. Gilbert on the other hand went right to Santa, sat in his lap, gave him a hug and took picture with him. Poor Gwen she is so funny she wants to be out going (like Gilbert) but she get scared and hides behind me. I am really hoping she will outgrows this.